Sara, I'm so sorry Even though I lost mine at only 6 weeks, I remember what it feels to 'birth' and see everything. I hated it at the time, but now I look back and am thankful that I got that much of my babies.
Yesterday was a VERY bad day for me. I found out that my cousin is pregnant again. I won't share my opinion of her parenting of her current 6 children, but suffice to say, in my mind she doesn't deserve it. It made me so angry, so heartsick to think of another baby being born into that household. I felt like I'd been stabbed when Mum told me, and I promptly went to my bedroom and sobbed until the valium kicked in. I feel a little guilty now, because she got rid of all her baby things after her last bub, so she has nothing now. Mum suggested that I might want to give her the few things I've collected for my ever-distant baby, but I refused. I don't want her to have my baby's things.....is that wrong?
HPL, I understand Take the time you need sweetheart, we'll be waiting when you get back.
Last edited by Bumperstump Cummerbund; November 27th, 2011 at 12:00 PM.
Even though I lost mine at only 6 weeks, I remember what it feels to 'birth' and see everything. I hated it at the time, but now I look back and am thankful that I got that much of my babies.
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