Hun I know how it feels to blame yourself and think you've jinxed yourself. I said something when I was pregnant with Harry that I was ashamed of and for ages blamed myself and thought somehow it had something to do with his death. I look back now and know that wasn't the case but at the time I really believed I had jinxed myself.

I'm just so sorry that you are going through this terrible pain again. Hug those beautiful boys of yours a little tighter and know that I'm sending my love.

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