It must be a lot for you to process - no doubt it'll take a long time to work it all out. For what it's worth, you did keep her safe by getting her out early, but I'm sorry it had to happen that way. And I'm sorry you missed out on those weeks.
It's brilliant news that she's improving bit by bit. I think a little TLC for you is in order right now so you're ready to go back to your little one on Wednesday. Take care