Michelle,

I'm not going to try and say I understand, because I don't. I know what it is to love someone with all your heart and I would be devistated if this link was broken.

I know it will get better because I have seen others go through it - other members of my family and friends that have lost their partners and carried on. It was not easy, but they did it.

I am probably no help at all - all I can say is that I believe that you will get through this and find your new type of normal.

Huge hugs
I couldn't have put it better myself.

Sending you lots of strength and hugs. You have lots of love around here that you know you'll get all the support you need