Oh Christy hugs to you sweetie. That darn mother guilt is a killer isn't it? You know it's not your fault but it doesn't stop the feeling. I know you are a great mum and you've done a great job with both girls. Congratulations on 4 tantie free days - that's great news. And fingers crossed that this morning was a one off. Things will get better and you are doing everything you can for her. Take care.