There are a few words both of you have said that have sent me bawling tonight... one was Christine saying "spirited princess" Thats our girl and you know what? That is something I love about her too. I love her spirit. And Mel you said tremendous spirit. Thats it too! Matilda was born with this amazing spirit and I don't want to dampen it at all... I love it. Sure it causes me heartache on days like today, but I need to be reminded that even on these days, her spirit is amazing and tremendous & she's our princess.