Oh honey, I don't want to be patronising, but I so know how you feel. Those first few weeks are just so hard, particularly when you have bf problems. It all probably seems impossible at the moment, but it will get better (sorry, I got so sick of people telling me that, but it is true).

Your little girl is so lucky to have a mummy who is so dedicated to her. You're doing a great job Nae, don't be too hard on yourself