Hi Mel,
I know that it is hard to believe! I am feeling the same, re AF, but am having faith that this time it will all be fine.
I was doing some reading on the weekend, and was pretty overwhelmed to learn that about now the little bubba g will be getting a heart beat.
I am trying to keep my excitement in check until i go to the doctors on Wednesday morning. i think that i will feel as though it is real after then.
Good luck with your journey, and stay in touch!
Amanda