Hey, just wanted to follow up incase it might help anyone. It turned out I did miscarry. I am so devistated. I had an ultrasound and blood test done yesterday and my hormones went way down and the ultrasound showed nothing. It´s so strage because I am a very healthy active individual and I always ignored what I read about miscarriges etc because I always figured it wouldn´t happen to me. And now my first pregnancy it happened. I just keep thinking that everything happens for a reason and God has a plan. This wasn´t the right time to have a baby even though I really wanted one. It would have been really hard to tell our parents as we´re not married and are young. So it´ll be great the next time I get pregnant when we´re married and our families can be happy for us. I really think everything happens for a reason. But it´s just horrible because I know the next time I get pregnant i´ll be freaking out and stressed every day of my pregnancy for fear of having another miscarriage. Is having a miscarriage your first pregnancy common? Is it pretty likely that your second pregnancy won´t end in miscarriage?

I hate that my next pregnancy will bring all these bad memories back. Like getting the ultrasound. I always thought that in my first ultrasound I would be able to see my baby. It´s a shame that after a miscarriage being pregnant will never be the same. How did you ladies get over having a miscarriage? Anyone? I need ideas. This whole week I found myself reading pregnancy calendars to see what stage of development my baby would be at if it were alive and looking at my friends pregnancy photos millions of times. I just can´t get having a baby out of my mind now. Before I got pregant, having a baby was far away in my mind, but now I want a baby more than ever. I want so much to replace this lots baby. What can you do to to get over this? I really need help moving on.

Lucie