aww thank you ladies...

I think if we did find out one of us would let it slip like last time.. I do want to know but I dont want the world to know (except bb world. lol) With DD I found it so nice bonding with her and calling her by her name that I feel if I dont know this time I might miss out on that extra bonding before birth.. I like saying good morning ........... and I love you ......... But the surprise at the end of the birth... Im sure that is so amazing and wonderful on so many levels...

We spoke again about it yesterday and DH can change is mind with the wind or with some convincing so it comes down to me. What do I want!!! grrrr lol

Im booking my scan today Im so excited...