Everyone's given you lots of good advice, I don't have much to add, I guess, other than counselling might be a good idea - just to have someone to talk to face-to-face, who won't judge you and will help you think about your options. I don't blame you for not wanting another abortion. It's such a hard decision to make, let alone when you have all these pregnancy hormones floating around in you!

A pregnancy is quite a long time, long enough for people to get used to things they thought they might never get used to. If you decide to keep the baby, you might find that other people in your life, eg your boyfriend, your mum, end up 'coming round' despite their initial reactions.

Good luck.