YES!!!!

And I still am most days

Thing is I am actually glad that I am pg and that I am going to be "finished" with my family this early and that the kids are going to be so close together. That does not mean that I am not scared. I am scared of the birth (having a c/s - again - long story), scared that this one is also prem, scared that this one is also a little colic "angel", scared that this one is big and I won't know how to handle a big baby (!?!?!?!), scared that I won't be able to cope with two kids, seeing that DD is STILL NOT SLEEPING THOUGHT!!!! UGGHGHGH.
But I think it's normal. Someone told me once that your first baby you have because you like the idea ( I don't realy know how to explain this) but you are not aware of what you are getting yourself into, kwim, so it's chasing the dream, your second baby is an informed choice. Scared or not, only you and your partner can make that choice.
I still most days think I was nuts getting pg again so soon, but just this weekend I held a gf's baby and .... I can't wait for my bundle of joy ... or hell ... whatever ... I can't wait!!!

Goodluck with the mindstruggel!!