oh i go through times of sheer panic and think "what have i got myself into !!!" but it does pass and thoughts and feelings change ...

situations change too ... before i fell pg with this one i was having a period of anxitey and panic attacks and was in a really dark place ... dh wanted a bub and i was scared out of my mind ... in my eyes it was only ever going to be DS ...


but now after some counselling and getting better , one day i felt i was just ready ... it all fell into place .... and now im looking forward to another babe .... (excpet for the times i freak out )

realax , you will get to have your 2 kids ... weather its now or in 4 yrs time ..... its totally up to you and dh , you will both find a right time .... dont rush it if it doesnt feel right !!