OP, I'm glad my rambling made sense

MummaSue, you have so helpful and fabulous throughout this whole process. I remember one of the first PMs I ever sent you saying 'you'll be hearing a lot from me'... I'm so glad I kept badgering you

Tash, thank you so much for sharing that piece of your heart. I'm sorry for your pain, but am so thankful that you are willing to share your journey.

PZ, we're ok hun

Man, I feel SO much better tonight. Like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders...