Hi Nic - Your 'New York' story sounds like me. I am always looking to the future, never at the present (so I've been told). It is hard to focus on the present when you've been planning, re-planning the future steps to having a baby. Now you are actually having a baby! I get it! Scary much???? Of course!

I think it will take time. And maybe you will be holding bub before it really sinks in.

hugs xxx