Saph I'm so glad your physio is workign for you they are angels I swear.

Grub sleep what's that Squeak is in Disco mode. You and your Mother in Law obvously get on well. hmmmmmmm lucky you

Smithy funny how the weeks catch up on you. good feeling though.

LondonMiss, I got alot of weird pain in early pg. goodluck with your scan tomorrow

Bella I want PIZZA TOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

airline sorry it wasn't what you hoped for goodluck tomorrow

Poppyfairy, you are a very patient lady with the trainee. I'm not. glad all is good and DH can feel movement so special

BOC pizza can be dangerous. I'm glad your ok. take it easy and chew chew chew.

ok it's 11.20pm and my brain is still FULL UP. time for a dump (sorry for the graphic imagage).

Today I went to the tafe induction, it was great saw a hole heap of people I knew from all my past jobs, seams everyone teaches at some time. I really can't wait to do it but really need to be honest with them about when. I hope it goes ok. I'm catching up with the head of school on Tuesday I'm thinking I'll be unable to teach till week 3 at the earliest. I feel like I'm letting them down.

Then as I was sitting down to a lovely tea DF made his mum rang. and the following rolled out "I was thinking I'd love to be around for the birth" "would you be happy with that" "can you pay for 1/2 my ticket!" out of the blue. DF and his mum are rocky at best, she's comming from Tassie and I'm assuming will want to stay here. Now there are two thoughts in my mind. 1 it's a nice thing she hasn't done for any other grandchild (8 total) and it's a nice chance for her and DF to bond a bit. Grandpa is not welcome (ex alcaholic and has an apauling way with women). Thought 2. This is my FIRST baby, I don't know you that much, your son doesn't like you that much (it swings) and you're going to be in my house, life when life is about to be turned on it's head. OH and I have to pay 1/2!

What do I do ladies? I'm so full of all this mother guilt at the moment about going back to work, this is just too much. I'm actually thinking of phoning the work EAP, for some help. I'm on a bit of auto pilot but I am a planner and it seams I can't find centre right now.