OMG Meredith you have been through the roughest roller coaster ride ever. I'm so very sorry that one of your precious much wanted little bubba has grown their tiny angel wings I am praying so hard that your little bubba is tucked in sooooooooo tight and stays that way for the next 7 months or so hun. Please be gentle with yourself and DH...You both have been through so so much..We are all here for you