Dory - Oh I'm so glad my moodiness and uneaziness is normal! I just dont want to do anything or see anyone. And DP has invited our friend over for dinner. I was ready to cry and have a meltdown but he offered to cook, so I guess I can be social in exchange for not having to cook. It was my GP who was cranky and inappropriate. I was surprised as he's normally excellent. I'll give him another chance cause I like him so much. I hope you had as good a day as possible yesterday, I was thinking of you all day. Thanks for your perspective on my birthing suite terror As usual I feel much better after some good ole Dory advice.

Mildez - There was nothing in particular that gave me the jibblies, I think it must be a natural reaction. The midwife doing the tour was sweet and funny and made us all feel relaxed, but that room just made everything so real. It's like the first time the dentist gets out the drill lol. You know it's nothing to be afraid of, yet you automatically quake in your boots. I bet your tours are just perfect. The fact that you even consider changing your 'routine' shows how considerate you are, and genuinely caring of others. That kind of attitude can't be faked, and your tourees most definitely would pick up on your good nature.