Ferrals- Im glad u know how ur little girl is positioned! I have no idea! It cld be a head butting me, a foot kicking, a hand punching or maybe even an elbow! Who knows!! Maybe in a few more weeks ill know a bit better.. or maybe after ive had a few more kids!!
Angelfish- That suxshe will get her karma.. hopefully the courts can see whos the more trustworthy one.
Tegam- How are u going other then being stinking hot?? Any signs ur bubba is on its way?? Im so happy that u have managed to prolong it this long!! It sure was touch and go there for a while!
Forshelby- Oh u must feel so loved going back to ur workimagine once u have had ur baby!! All the ppl will be loving the new born cuddles!!
And thanku so much for being so lovely.. but are u sure u want to be my emotional baggage handler?! Gosh i think i will do ur head in with it all.. im doing my own in! I know we cant blame it on ourselves.. everything does happen for a reason.. BUT ITS SO HARD NOT TOO!! We so cld have easily prevented it from happening... ive just gotta realise her time was up. A friend of mine wrote me a lovely facebook msg saying she has gone to get ready to come back as our little baby..
Anyway enough offloading for today!! Thanks forshelby xx
T-Hopes- Thanku so much once again and thanku for telling me its ok to still be crying! I feel so silly.. like i shld definitely be moving on by now..
U know what.. i feel so bad saying this.. but i have a 13 yr old silky terrier that is pretty ready to go (sorry tillie!) she is blind, deaf and cant walk up our stairs which means every half an hour im having to go and help her.. if she were to pass away now i wld be really sad but i wld know that we had given her the best life possible (and i dont mean pass away tragically like my girl did.. i definitely cldnt bare that) i just cant understand why my little girl had to go when she had so much more living to do.. even the naughty things she wld do we wld just laugh at cos she was just so cute.. god she got away with walking on our kitchen benchtops when she was trying to get to all the potato peals in the kitchen sink (little weirdo!).. SO NAUGHTY but did we get angry?! Nope! She was super spoilt. Anyway here i go again! Sorry u are all going to be so sick of me...A very big thanku for all ur understanding
AFM- Feeling a little better today, still teary and that bloody lump just wont leave my throat still but im slowly accepting the fact shes gone and i am so grateful that we have so many happy memories of her. I think half of it has been that i feel like i owe it to her to be sad and spend every day in mourning.. but she was such a lively little thing i know thats not what she wld want.
I am starting to get excited about our scan tomoro!! Come on 3pm. I really hope it is a perfect scan and we get some good pics or my gosh the sonographer will cop it!!
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