Calluna... I'm the same... I think it has only just started sinking in that I'm actually pregnant havi another little girl.... I'm not exactly sure why it's slowly sinking in and like you I have on recently bought a privacy feeding cover and her first towel and rug... But other than that I don't have a name or anything else. I'm starting counseling Monday....... I think that you should go back to counseling or maybe see someone else. I think what you're feeling is completely normal and when that bsby is in ur arms it will all fall into place. It's probably from being scared and anxiety.. Mines because it wasn't planned and I think I was in denile and my outside stressors..... I hope you feel better soon. I'm here if you want to chat.