:hugs: darlin... yep you're right there - but being in a relationship that is destructive is even worse. Hang in there honey, surround yourself with people that are positive and are going to be there for you.

and remember we can only live one day at a time - sometimes it will seem like only one hour, or one minute, or one second is all you can get through...

Vent rant rave here ok...

:hugs: