Failure

[nothing2lose]

Pumpkin, you know what? I bet you a million bucks there isn't a mother on this site that hasn't done the exact same thing. I know I have...

Parenthood is a bloody tough gig. Combine being a first time new parent with what you are going through at the moment, makes it expotentially harder.

You are not a failure. You aren't even close. And little Isla Mae isn't suffering at all. She has a mum who is making sure she is warm and snug, clean with a full belly. She knows you love her. That, I can promise you.

Be kind to yourself and take care x

ETA: I should point out I don't actually have a million bucks but I think my money would be pretty safe if I did x