yeh. that really is s***. last time i spoke to bub's father he told me outright that he hated me and didn't give a s*** about me (but he does care about bub.. i think). he's selfish and petty and deserves all the bs that his 21year old (but she seems to act about 12) gf puts him through. i had spotting a week ago and freaked out and sent him a txt as he'd said he wanted to know stuff about bub and he didn't reply. just didn't care. so i don't see how he sleeps at night but, now, quite frankly i just don't care. it does get better. i promise.

has the bleeding stopped? did they scan bub and check that he's okay? you have all my love.