Hey girls.

I've been up since 5am to try and get some me time. Also I can't sleep for worrying about EVERYTHING.

Anyhoo, I've been single for a long, long time. I never posted in here as I thought it didn't count as the ex was here all the time and that I had support etc. However I realize I was deluding myself terribly......I thought it was good having a babysitter whilst I WORKED ALL THE TIME.
When I closed my business I told him to get lost because I could see he contributed nothing (well he adores the children) and I could see he had no intention of ever working to support a family - why would you when you have a workhorse providing a roof over your head?????

In any case I have applied to join the closed section of the single parents support as I would feel a bit more comfortable admitting what a total fricken loser I am without the world needing to see it.