Dear Bearmum,
I just can't begin to imagine, your story really touched me & it also made me sad about the pain some parents & parents to be have to go through.
There is no rhyme or reason - it can't be that God has a better plan for your little one.....nothing can be better than the plans you had made for your life together....
You are a really brave woman & people like you sharing their stories give people like me perspective, strength & admiration for what some women have to go through.
Big hugs to you for peace & healing & for never forgetting little Jackson.....
May your future be a happy one.....