it is such a ****ty club isn't it and i know exactly how you feel, feeling the weight when you hear of a new angel - maybe thats normal?!
although i was only 25 weeks not exactly at the finish line like some of you beautiful ladies i guess the grief is the same despite gestation plus i did get the blessing of seeing my angel alive for 3 hours not that he looked like any baby should ... anyway school run has to be done