Well I gave the boys "the talk: and boy.... was it interesting. Ethan who I said is highly emotional started sobbing.. I felt bad but I just didn't know how to deal with him.. Eventually he calmed himself down and stopped asking (imo) silly questions.. Well not so much questions but things.. If you give me my birthday present that will stop making me sad... and.... If yo et me play halo (xbox game) I will be happier ... **sigh** it was a long 2 hours

In the end I just said.. right... it is fine to be upset about GG as we all are but don't go turning it into all about you because it isn't. Stop asking for htings to make you feel better. and a few other thing but I can't remember what I said now.. But I was really annoyed at him and Isaac took the news as you would expect a 3yr old to but with Ethan walking around sobbing saying oh it was the last time I will see G and things along those lines Isaac got upset. I just said RIGHT.. I understand you are both sad and tht is fine but don't sit here crying about it now.. ( I know wrong thing to say)

I just got frustrated so from now on I am leaving the death conversations up to my husband...

and to top it off my husbands Grandmother went into hospital early hours this morning with chest pains. Thankfully she is fine and it was (we think) angina.. And she is coming home today