Aaaahhh ... I am so frustrated I really want to be pregnant, I feel pregnant, I even go out and buy a pregnancy test to prove to myself that I am pregnant, and then ... AF arrives - at that exact moment that I have opened the HPT and sit down to pee I notice (TMI I know!). What is wrong with me???? Prior to this year all I could do was get pregnant and m/c - 6 times in all, and now, this year (when I have lost weight, got my LP regulated, ovulating monthly) I can't seem to get it right! Is it my destiny to only have one child (I know, I know, lucky to have this one - and trust me I know)? Why won't this work???????????

Oh BTW I am a serious lurker. My name is Mel, and I think it is time I finally delurk and spend a little time getting to know some of you. Hi ;