Firstly good luck with everything BW.

Me and DF are actually not BDing (mostly because of his surgery) but since we got engaged last week, he's really put life into prospective for me and it's only been since then that I've really felt 'ready' to try again (the bugger had to go do it to me the day before his surgery as well!)
But everything aside, I'm grateful to him for making my life seem like it's worth living and that I'm glad he's made me realise that we can start trying whenever I feel up to it