Tiggy, it makes perfect sense. Thank you so much for sharing your story and your pain... along with the hope and the happy outcomes in the end.

Certainly much food for thought. I saw my GP this afternoon and he's strongly advised me to go to a psychologist and wrote up a plan for me. The way I'm feeling now, it's not so much about the miscarriage, but about the underlying issues that have always been there that the miscarriage has brought to the surface.

I know that for some it's a matter of getting themselves in the best shape physically to be able to carry a baby. I feel that for me it's more a matter of getting myself in the best shape mentally.

I don't expect much that I say right now to make much sense - running on virtually no sleep today.

BW