Mummy2chloe

oh honey i really thought this was your month i had everything crossed for you hope your not feeling to sad it is so dissapointing when your AF arrives well i dont blame you with giving the TTC a little break as it does get in the way of everything you will probably start to feel a little better and feel like you are starting to get your life back again iykwim. well i feel a little down today i have been feeling a little down for a few days and then realised what day it is today it is a yr that my little girl should have been born 12 nov was my due date so if only she had being born it would have been her 1st birthday just cant stop thinking about her and feel like everyone has forgotten about her does that make sense. also i went through all of harveys toys to make room for christmas ones and i came across alot of baby ones so i was putting them all in the loft and harvey asked why i said to save them incase you have a brother or sister one day i just feel sad for him as well that he is missing out on having his little sister around god i am chocking up sorry guys just wanted to say how i was feeling i had better go now at work and dont want to be crying. also my doc said my blood test for hormones were all normal which i was really surprised at but its good news i suppose just gotta find out if i am ovulating now.

Munchy xxx