:hugs: today must be a hard day for you, wish i could be there for you, i completely understand what you are saying about your gorgeous little girl and not wanting her to be forgotten, but with everything you have told me about, with the tattoo and the christmas present you wanted dh to get you that would remind you of her, with all that there is no way your little girl will ever be forgotten, maybe the people that are close to you might not want to mention it incase it makes it harder on you, as it is they would already know that your having a hard time with ttc and your work plus your trying to lose weight, they might not want to make things harder on you by bringing it up, so they might be waiting to see if you bring it up and if your up for talking about it and stuff do you know what i mean??
as for feeling sad about not having a bro/sis for harvey i truely understand what your saying, chloe is always saying to me, "when we have a baby i am going to bath it and feed it and push the pram" and it just breaks my heart cos she is nearly 6 by the time i have a baby "if" i ever have a baby chloe will be grown up, i always wanted to have my kids close in age but that was taken out of my hands many years ago.
its good that your hormones are fine, thats something you can cross off your list, like you said lets see how or if your ovulating, you know how to tell when your ovulating and stuff?? you know with your cervical mucus? are you into charting your cycle?? do you have any ovulation kits?? if you dont maybe you should buy some so you can keep an eye on when your going to O.
best of luck please keep in touch i am always thinking about you sweetie
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