Hi sofy

i was woundering where you were sounds like you have been busy did you say that your c section was hurting you poor thing you have been through so much after loosing a baby the last thing you need is all these problems to add to everything i had a c section with my little man harvey who is 4 yrs old and i had loads of problems with the scaring and that i got infections and my tummy is still numb now i hope you feel better soon and i hope that 2morrow isnt to upsetting for you i found that on brooklyns due date i was fine it was the day after it hit me and i was down for about a week thinking that she should be with me now i should be holding her and nursing her and chagging her bum and having all those sleepness nights it is hard sending big hugs to you for 2morrow .

I work at t-systems they have just bought our company well they did in january so i think there plan was to get rid of all the people who didnt orginally work for them but i will find out at 4.00pm today i have to come back to work as i finnish at 2.30 as to working in a hospital i would also have to see what the money is like as long as i am taking home £600 a month i am fine as my DH pays all the bills i only pay for luxery things such as sky plus and my puppy and going out and xmas presents and birthdays and that but like you say it is coming up to xmas so fingers crossed there will be something if i have to look. aslo thanks for the tip about the wizdom tooth i will try it next time it starts hurting the funny thing is i was told that my wizdom teeth were growing the wrong way and that they would never come through but they were wrong not sure if it is growning properly yet as i can only see a bit of white.

i hope that 2morrow goes ok honey and will be here if you need to talk take care

Munchy xxx