Don't ever feel guilty! I know how easy it is to feel like you have to put on a brave front, but you don't have to!
Things will get easier over time, but I think we will always have a special place in our hearts that aches for the little ones we lose.
Posting your story and feelings definately helps.
Give yourself some time, you'll know when you're ready to ttc again.
Feel free to PM me anytime if you need to chat.
Thinking of you and your DP xox