Thanks hun Its so nice to chat to women who have been thru it all... I know I have women in my life I can talk to over the phone or face to face but sometimes i find coming on BB or other forums just helps.

I finally let it all out today, I had been bottling it up since last Saturday, I"ve had a few emotional moments but was trying to keep strong...I had a driving lesson booked and got a bad migrane, then I couldn't stop thinking about my angel...and also cos Monday was to be my 12 week scan, and my sister is having her 20 week scan the same day... So was good to just be in DFs arms...He thought I was going ok, but i was like no im not... He gets a free counscelling service thru his work so hoping to make use of that...cos I just aren't coping