Huge massive hugs Deb, do not ever feel like you can't feel sad or that it is taking so long to let go. I dont think any of us can ever really let go of our angels but we do come to a place of acceptance I guess, my angel baby's due date 5th anniversary is coming up and I cry every year in the lead up about what was never meant to be. It is ok to grieve and feel sad and I really hope that you can find some peace and healing here on BB. I got AF back after 6 weeks from my D&C and then I had 2 cycles before I had my DD so it was relatively fast. Be gentle with yourself and talk about it as much as you can. xoxox