To this day....I do something special on my girls aniversary and DH always buys flowers on each of there special angel days. This is years down the track but they molded me into the person I am today even if it was for a fleating minute. Do somethig special for you..my yearly treat is often a facial then to the balloon shop for my pink balloons and down to the beach to sit and reflect. This year I will take DD to the beach she wont understand and want to climb in the water and play with the balloons but hopefully in time she will understand how these 2 little babies helped her be here.
Its a hard time and dont feel that you cant tell people that it is a hard time for you.
Bec