Thank you all, you lovely, lovely ladies. Your caring and understanding just helps so much. This afternoon I planted 2 avocado trees for my 2 angel bubs, as the first step...

MistyFying- BB is a savior - I have definitely come to the right place for support.

Krisp - your story had me in tears, you are such an inspiration to have had the strength to get through the termination and cancer at the same time- and go on to have a little boy, and now a little girl on the way. I hope she arrives safely into your loving home.

Bec G - I love your ideas. I think I will do all of them..... thank you for sharing them with me.

Liz Jessie/ Princess confused- My 2nd angel baby was due Feb16th 08, I will be remembering your angels too at that time.

Feeb - thank you also, it certainly is hard when you are surrounded by other pregnant women/newborn babies. I had to attend a family gathering just after my 1st mc, there were 2 newborns and 2 preg ladies, and I got a little teary - thats when I was told "not to dwell on it!" If I wasn't so upset i would have probably said something I would have regretted. She is my sister-in-law and would rather not start a family rift. I hope you have a big fat tummy very soon.

Kellieem- I feel we have so much in common, you too made me cry, and at the same time very much understood.

Once again thank you all
xox