Josh'smum.......we both sound like we are in a VERY similar boat. I too have had irregular cycles since my d&c in March 09 and have been TTC ever since, but with no luck. DH and I both feel an incredible desire to have a child, and yet are having some time achieving that when most of our friends are SO fertile its ridiculous! I feel TTC is life consuming and am trying to 'chill' this month. In saying that i'll still be devo'd when I get the BFN at the end of my cycle! I wish it was easier for us! I also understand the feeling of wanting to get pregnant before someone else, I feel it too

Hope your short stay in here is comfortable and supportive!