Jane & Tinsel - lol at you both sitting at the puter on pillows! Funny picture... I hope those little spermies found their destination!

Missbelinda - how lucky are you not to have to see the ILs too often. I managed ok the other night, but sometimes it is just too much to take. Yes, my DH really is a child too, and I also joke about already having a child to look after in him!! He has been really tired and knows he is being difficult, but I guess things just got a bit much for both of us. I am as cynical as you these days - always seem to hear someone announcing their pg early, and I can't help thinking that it is early days and anything could happen.... of course I never say anything, but you can't help but think it.

tonners - thanks for your kind words. I think sometimes we don't O in the first cycle after a m/c, or it can be really late. I did after each m/c, but much later than usual. It is so frustrating when you want to move on!! I hope you O or get AF soon. It is difficult dealing with a m/c when men and women are so very different, esp when they are working a lot so you don't get a lot of time to talk.

Nicole - woo hoo on the ILs being 4.5 hours away!! I wonder if I can arrange that somehow...

jen - good luck with the tiling! Sounds like a big job.

Sharon - I hope AF is on her way. And stop reading the baby book!! Hide it away somewhere so you are not even tempted, or get DH to hide it so you don't know where it is. You will get it out again in good time when all is going swimmingly with your next pg!

SP - I am so glad to hear that the psych visit was good and you got some techniques for dealing with panic attacks. I know what you mean about it being good to be able to talk about your baby. I feel like everyone IRL expected me to be over it and to not talk about it anymore within days. It is nice to talk with someone who understands and it feels ok to say what you are feeling without being judged. I did tell DH that I wasn't going to the ILs as I needed some time out, but after the fight we had had, everything just escalated, and he said he would never go to anything I wanted him to go to again if I wouldn't go, and that it's family and we can't not go, etc. Anyway, I survived and didn't even cry! (don't think I had any tears left by that stage). How are you going today?

Well, I am now 10DPO and today and yesterday I have been feeling tired, nauseous, crampy and my bbs hurt. So this means either:
1. I am neurotic and making it all up (quite likely); or
2. I am pg (keep fingers crossed!).

I will test on Fri if AF doesn't arrive by then.