Bun I think progesterone support can help keep an early pregnancy if lack of it is an issue so maybe that's what they are referring to. I don't think the men in our lives will ever get how affected we get by the whole TTC thing. My DF caught me last night putting a liner on as I noticed a spot and gave me a hug and said don't cry you are going to the doctor next week so he will help you and we will get there. I managed to keep the tears away but he can't possibly understand what's going on in my head. Before I met him I had 8.5 years of unsuccessful TTC and that has scarred me emotionally, and he will never ever fully understand that. At 41 my time is running out and each month just makes it a little harder to deal with getting my AF. I'm very lucky to have such an understanding partner, but he still we never really get it fully. How did your HPT go?
Salt My temps really are driving me insane this cycle. I've now had a third dip below coverline so FF has taken by coverline away completely. I'm pretty sure the reason for the dip will be that AF is about to show her ugly face. I can't believe the anger I feel towards FF for taking my coverline away..... it's saying I could still be fertile. I'm sure it's my cold that's mucked up my temps.
Leyla I know what you mean. It is really hard to deal with realising that you can't control your own fertility. Even women who already have a child or two find it really hard to deal with when they realise having another one is not as simple as they once thought. One thing I find particularly difficult to deal with is women on here who announce their pregancies and then say things like "and we weren't even trying". I saw one yesterday which had that statement in it who is only 17 and is having her second and the word "finally" appeared in the announcement. Finally.... she has no idea. It hit me hard and I had to log off instantly.
Pash No I'm not going away anywhere. We picked up my DF's 4 year old daughter last night and we have her until Tuesday. I'm really lucky that we get to spend a decent amount of time with her. It eases the pain I have in my heart for not having yet been successful with having my own child. We will be having lots of family time this weekend which is always fun.
Hello to everyone else. Hope everyone has a great long weekend.
[Well as I said in the post my temp has gone really low & I have had a couple of pinkish spots so it looks like AF could be on her way. My cm is still creamy though & I had some weird BB pain on the right side last night so I guess I am still in with a slight chance, but I'm not feeling confident. My skin is still really clear. The urinary frequency has eased off quite a bit but I still had to get up in the night to go once. You can probably tell from my post I'm feeling really emotional today... probably a good thing that I'm home alone today.
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