Sorry, a selfish post from me today. I tested last night and got a clear BFP (and I had just peed two hours earlier, so wasn't expecting such a dark line). So I have had the BT this morning and am now in the agonising wait for results. I am not even slightly happy or excited; just scared out of my mind. I wish I could be happy, but with my past experince, my brain is telling me that it will only end in heartbreak, and I don't know how much more I can take. I will let you all know what they say when they phone me this afternoon. Part of me is thinking they will say I am not pg at all, or else the levels aren't good enough to sustain it. I shouldn't be worried really. If it doesn't work out, then we just try again, but I am just need a break right now or I think I am going to go nuts.
Las good luck with the transfer. Remember it's only 1 glass of pineapple juice a day up until you think implantation would have occurred.
Lee I can't imagine how difficult it must have been for you to lose your 1st husband like that with two little kids. Life must have been tough for some time afterwards I should imagine. Life can really throw some challenges at you can't it? As much as life can give you a very bumpy road to travel, I have learnt you never know what is around the corner for you.... my life has been full of bumps and curves. Some surprises in life are not so good, and others are great, I certainly did not expect to be pregnant in March this year, but it did happen and I know it can happen again. I try to keep thinking that having a younger partner must have to boost our odds somewhat, but that could just be wishful thinking.
Bun Congrats on the BFP. I know you are not excited about it but I am very excited for you. I'm thinking it's third time lucky for you. The results will come back really positive and things will go well for you this time. A lady I work with is about to become a grandmother for the first time. Her daughter in law had two miscarriages in a row followed by a successful pregnancy - without any medical intervention at all so it is possible. Please try to keep positive as all the worry will do you no good.
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