Sorry Paige, I just missed you. First of all, don't feel stupid for feeling sorry for yourself. You are definitely allowed some self-pity, especially when af has arrived! I had hardly any bleeding after my d&c, but my next period was quite normal, so I don't think I can really help you. I know it won't help much now, but I have been told by my Ob and others, that it's sometimes best to have one af before ttc again. So try to look on the bright(?!) side, if you can. (I don't think I could!)

Sorry to give you so much to catch up on, I think that's mostly me obsessing about Oing and BDing! You will get to know us all, just keep posting and you'll get there. If you want to know any abbreviations ask away, or there is a thread that contains most of them in the Introduce Yourself forum. Good luck!

for you on af arriving, I hope this is it for another 10 months for you!