Oh btw welcome babymiracles... sorry you have to be on this thread but if you need support this is the place to be. I am one of the newer members on this thread (i lost my bub 2 weeks ago- it was my first). I totally understand your humiliation/devastation/frustration with the hospital staff. Sadly, i am a doctor, and i see such disrespectful behaviour daily. If i have learnt anything from my horrible experience, it is that women in our position deserve the utmost respect as we are vulnerable and emotionally distraught.

Please know that each day gets easier. It is not about forgetting... but about accepting.
xx