Ruthie sweetheart - Please know that tomorrow you have women all around the world with tears in their eyes for your pain. I am crying as I type this and just hope you know how much love and support there is for you.
BabyMiracles - Darling welcome to BB - You will have support and understanding from all here. I am so sorry about your loss. I too lost my first child via IVF 2 weeks ago. I was lucky to have amazing care and am so sorry that you were not treated with respect.
EmmyKate is right - you never forget; they are too important.
Love to you all
Adele