Hey ladies!!!!! Well if it's not one thing it's another. Yesterday I had strong heart palps for 20 mins and went to doc who suggested I get attached to a monitor for 24 hrs. So that's what I did this morning and I now have wires everywhere til tomorrow morning - so annoying. Just don't want anything standing in my way when we can finally TTC - sigh!

First of all, bday buddy, c'mon hun, that's not like you. Don't you know everyone is saying 40 is like the new 30. So by my calcs, ur only turning 29 . Breathe in and out and do whatever but get back to positivity hun cos so many women are becoming mums for the first time in their 40's. As long as you and DH have got that blanket of love happening, then there is hope for you for a good long while to come. If I make some cake, will that help? I'll make ur favorite - what would you like? Bottom line is - you can have an off day here or there but then gotta get back to some positive motivation....

Tempus - how r u doing hun? Remember we're all sitting on ur shoulder (cos we are all feather-weights ) keeping an eye out for you. Let us know how things are.....

Canary - will def keep u posted re dream - the good thing in it was thatmy deceased grandma was in it (whom I was very very close to) and she was handing me the the spray for the spiders - makes me think she is protecting me from whatever the dream might be suggesting - who knows? Btw, when is AF due hun?

Natty - take care sweet and try to keep strong and positive. I never did have pg symptoms with DS apart from mild nausea maybe a couple of times later in 1st trimester. Huge hugs hun - gotta believe ul be fine!

Hello to every other lovely lady in here - ur each worth a mountain of gold to me! Let's get some more in here!!!