Hi everyone

been a while since I popped my head in, I've been trying to stay away a little to sort myself out. I think I am getting there.
I've been under so much stress the last couple months, since the m/c then moving states and looking for work, I've been a bundle of nerves and stress, snapping at everyone, my poor DD has copped a few un called for blastings.
I'm glad to say though, that I am feeling much better and have been really making a big effort to stay calm and not snap, doing much better all around.
Feeling more positive about life in general and that has helped with the calmness.
What will be will be and there really is no use me stressing about it all, it just serves to make it worse not only for myself but for my wonderful DD and DP.
Feeling much more fatalistic I guess, I'm a great believer in fate and what will be will be, just needed to remind myself of that.
On the TTC front nothing new there, going to the doctor this week for the very belated results of my blood test. My last AF was all over the place, spotted for a good 4 days afterward, very annoying.
Well enough about me..

Angel- I hope your holiday is an excellent one! I am very jealous I sure could do with a holiday right about now.

Tempus- Good luck with your TWW *fingers crossed* for you

AJC- I hope the clomid does the trick for you

Natty- early pg symptoms with my dd (who is 4 next week *has a heart attack* goes so quickly) was the urgent need to vomit several times a day and feeling like death warmed up. Last time when I m/c I didn't have alot of sickness but my BB were really sore and was really extremely tired.

Betty and Fiona, you guys are just spring chickens wishing you all the best betty *fingers crossed* for you.

Danielsgirl and mmsteacher- So sorry for your losses, wishing you all the best with your TTC journies.

Mel A - I know exactly what you mean about the destructive thoughts, I'm a real naughty one for it. *big hugs*

Nickster and all you other recently up the duff ladies I hope you're all in excellent health and doing well. *sticky vibes* to you all

Tina K- hope you're doing better, families suck sometimes.

I'm sure I've forgotton a few, big *waves* and hello to you all, I hope you're all well and madly DTD.

Happy Easter to all, I've had sooooooooooooooo much chocolate I am about to burst...it's so good more fat to add to the belly and butt, might make me do some exercise but I doubt it.

end of essay go make yourselves a cuppa now or stiff drink, whichever takes your fancy!!
..Laura