Hi Mish,

Thank you for posting. I have been reading your posts in the TTC thread. You're right - one m/c you can out down to bad luck, but once you have more than that it is pretty hard to believe in the bad luck thing, and makes trying again extremely daunting.

I just had the last lot of BTs this morning - it sure does feel like millions of tests; I don't think I have any blood left in me! I agree - even though the chances of finding something are quite low, it still helps knowing if there is anything that can be treated, or at least if nothing is found, you have that peace of mind. If nothing is found and we go on to conceive and m/c again, then I will get the camera test thing done - it sounds really awful, but I suppose if it must be done, then it must be done!

I am struggling a lot with depression at the moment, and having trouble believing it will ever work out for us. This is such a tough road and it helps me so much having people like you to talk to who understand. I hope with all my heart that it works out for you next time - you deserve it!

Thank you for the invitation to join the recurrent m/c thread - I may well do that!

Thanks again for your support, I appreciate it so very very much.

Bun xx