Hi Girls

Well I seemed to have survived today (EDD) without tears. DH and I are going for dinner tonight. I have also been invited to work drinks beforehand which I think I might go to, just to keep me occupied. I must admit when I was walking to work I felt like screaming out to everyone what today is so that everyone could stop and acknowledge. I was a bit the same at work. Sometimes you just want the world to stop and acknowledge your child and your grief and the fact that it never goes away. Of course everyone else has no idea and just keeps on with their lives but I had to stop myself several times from just blurting it out.

Anyway, maybe I will get drunk and work drinks and do it then!!!!

Sue: I was so relieved that your appt went well and that all seems to be going to plan. I have such a good feeling about this PG for you. It just seems like it is meant to be.

Laney: also good news on the HCG levels. Fingers crossed your next results are just as good!

Jo: what a relief you must feel after your appt. Sounds like this doc is really onto it. Makes me want to move back to Melb. Since my follow up with my OB I have had several questions come up that I'd like to ask before ttc. One is about having multiple losses after a healthy bub. It's great that you can contact them anytime before or after ttc. I'm sure my OB would be fine as he is really lovely but good that you didn't even have to ask.

Anyway, will let you all know how the rest of EDD goes but just wanted to say well done on all the good results girls.

love
Paula
xox