Hi girls

Sorry, had every intention of logging on last night for a big catch up but had a really bad night.

Before I go into it, I just have to say I am a totally selfish cow. You know how DH and I went away to try and stop thinking about the whole baby /TTC thing, well last night my SIL called to tell us she is pregnant. I am very happy for her but I cried and cried for Sebastian, DH and myself until 3am and am feeling so down this morning. I am in total shock at my reaction.

Theresa and Paula, when you girls announced your pregnancies I was sincerely ecstatic for you both and was so inspired (please believe me!) so why do I feel so emotional about her announcement? Is it because I have to watch her belly grow? Is it because I am a little jealous? Is it because I am a selfish b*tch and wanted to be pregnant before her so I wouldn?t feel like this?

Sorry this is an all about me post but I just needed to vent and can't do it with anyone else, they would never understand.

Girls, is my reaction normal?

Cindee and Laney, fingers crossed for great scans!

HI to everyone, I promise not be all about me after this post!